I am trying to be patient with myself. Over the last few years I have disciplined myself into behaving properly, which means to me relying upon an approach which demands authenticity of emotional and intellectual expression. To find my way I have learned to listen to deep voices within myself; voices which are far from verbal and therefore not quantifiable in words. I am getting better at this. The intellectual part of me, the one which acknowledges mortality and the limitations of human time, is impatient. I want to get on with the job of expression, get to it and get it done. But that's not the way the self-learning curve works. It opens slowly, like a flower of many petals; therefore I encourage myself to be patient.
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