Is this part of me?
As to today's answer to the question in today's title: "YES! Of course!" How could it be otherwise? The invention is just beginning. I am beginning to trust more and more of my instincts. I am accepting the route to authentic expression. The simplest ideas are the most difficult for me to accept. Here I am doing it, and it makes me nervous and anxious. Once again, as I have done in other segments of my life, I am experiencing a high level of anxiety. I believe it is a reaction to my acceptance that my abilities are now capable of coupling with the vast, complex amount of stuff I need to express. I can do this. This affirmation is overwhelming because it is acceptance of a gigantic journey. The journey looks daunting from here. It is intimidating if I look forward. This is why I have been making the effort to alter my state of consciousness. I must accept the here and now as the problem to be solved. The alternative unnerves me. If I do not do this I will remain unsettled and continue to live in a painful, anxious state of mind.
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