I am the opposite of lighthearted. I am troubled. Nothing I am doing pleases me. Everything has problems without obvious solutions. I know I am in the midst of a revolution, an upheaval. This is not comforting. Change is transpiring; change which is not fully controlled. I am riding a bull, hoping to hang on long enough for it to calm down and be manageable.
Should I abandon the painting "2016 No.17"? Or, should I strike at it, forcing it to be more representative of what I know and feel? I think I will strike. That's what revolutionaries do!
Yesterday's drawing is more clearly authentically mine. It does not carry with it the lethargy of acceptance I see in the painting.
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